Really tired....

Dunno why, after doing some part of my project... I feel so tired... so bloody tired... not juz physically & mentally.. but spiritually... I kinda think I'm turning back to who I was in the past... lost every hope in everything... no life, no support, no power to do anything... lost purpose of everything.... so tired of life... Do we have to live life as we are now? Really dunno... starting to become the past me... the very pessimistic bastard I was... dun wanna do anymore thing for this "morning"... so tired... still haben study test for next week somemore... f*ck...